Foolish ways

Who would ever imagine that after so many years of wasting my life I have finally got knocked down and came back to my senses.

There are a few things that I wanted to share to the world that they should probably be mindful of.

1.  Don't love too much, learn to love oneself first before loving others.  

2.  Generosity should have a boundary.

3.  Don't say things that you don't actually mean.

4.  Don't allow someone to be your priority and allow them to make you their option.  It hurts like hell.

5.  Good friends are hard to find so when you do nurture them.  If you lose them they are never coming back.

hiatus

I've been gone a long time. My life had taken a different turn and now, I want to live again and breath.

There are many things in life that we choose to do because we think it is what counts.  I have given up my life for what?  I can't even find the words to describe what I did to my life.  And now, as I contemplate on it, I came to the sad realization that I threw away my life for nothing.

I have to blame myself for this.  Where will I begin to find myself?